so last night i was up until 4 in the morning cramming to study for my TEAS test. i woke up crying my eyes out. i swear i was crying so hard i couldn’t breathe. i haven’t cried like that in months and not sleeping for the past week got to me messed up. i called my cousin melissa and i broke down. its just so much on my mind. my state of mind wasn’t in the right place to take the test. i was freaking out because this is my 2nd attempt or i have to wait 6 months to take it again. i had gut feeling i wasn’t gonna do so well if i took it today. im glad that i could reschedule and have more time to study. anyways, she suggested that i should see my therapist again because she thinks im still depressed and have anxiety. over the phone she said i was having an anxiety attack and i never had one of those before. as much as i don’t want to see a therapist i think i should to help cope with all the things im going through. im such a messed up individual .
I hate when people think that anxiety is just “feeling nervous”. It’s so much more. For me, it’s irregular heartbeats, heavy breathing, stomach/headaches, insomnia, crying fits, shaking, dizziness, and sometimes the urge to break things. So what was that about “feeling nervous”?
why do i have class on fridays?????????
I don’t study very well.
So much shit on my mind how the fuck am I suppose to focus tomorrow for my TEAS test?
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- My friend: You should really hit up that attractive guy in your class.
- Me: Well I'm dressed like a lesbian hobo right now, so.